Been emotional few days. Not sure if stress, or time of month, or over exertion. Or a conjunction on multiple factors. I guess I’m sad and scared a lot. And I’m very actively managing it, albeit maybe not so effectively. Or the to the detriment of my health. I feel like I’m on the brink of injury from over exercise. Weirdly my fingers are aching too – possible from too much gymming?

Have 2 hours of gym tomorrow, partly because I met a girl at class the other day, and we agreed to do a ‘double’. I almost want to skip, but don’t have her number to cancel. She works in a biotech start which went from 150 people to 30 people in a year. Horrific. That’s way worse than mine, even though we seem to be going to never ending rounds.

Today a guy in office said he was surprised about some of the recent changes in Commercial, but said: “I guess it must be over now right? There must be a pause now?” I just shrugged and said off-handedly: “You never know.”

I didn’t want to say that there is yet another code name project: [xx?], then Airstream, and now Phoenix. Which I’m technically not even part of, and only found out incidentally.